well, lots of things has happened recently. its been quite a big blow to me i must say.. and of cos, shocking as well. i am now in dire straits and stuck in a dilemma i cant seem to get out of no matter how hard i try to forget about it. shrugs. shall start from last saturday which was our F3 outing at sentosa~

it was great fun mixing with the J1s, going crazy with them.. getting sunburnt with them and getting all wet when i didnt bring extra clothes. lol. all thanks to hong ngiap who pushed me into the water.. lol. i was standing there feeling the cool sea water brushing against my feet when suddenly i jus fell and *poof* i am wet. lol.

mixed around with other og like og15 and og9. got to know other J1s except those in my og. had great fun playing stupid games together and laughing my head off. most of the time i didnt stay with my og. lol. it was really a memorable day. after that we proceeded to bath and sebby bought a shirt for me to change into. we went to harbourfront to eat dinner.. and yeah. shant talk about the rest.

school has started officially for the ogls but i cant seem to tune back to the correct mood. i am still in orientation mood. i cant seem to focus without thinking about orientation. shrugs. i shall tune back fast. and i dun even wan to talk about our new teachers like DM lee and mr chan our gp teacher. all i can say is that.. i have a really bleak future.

things that happened recently.. i have been surrounded and pestered by unwanted rumours all thanks to someone whom i shant mention who. i have misplaced my trust in certain ppl. although i havent figured out what exactly happened. all the things that happened certainly put the friendship of me and jf at peril and risk.. but the lucky thing is that our friendship isnt as fragile.

and i am glad that i discovered friends that i can trust during orientation.. ppl like alaric, sebby, chongtat etc. the hunting gang yeah. lol. i also found a long lost friend in wentian. i must really thank wentian for listening to me, letting me drown him with all my problems.. and tolerating all my nonsense. thanks wentian.

you are the only one for me
only you can understand how i feel
and only you will make my life complete
i love you laogong